Little poem, for my baby who was expected on the 4th January 2009
How do I say goodbye when I didnt get to say hello?
I wanted so bad to keep you but i had to let you go.
I had so many dreams, so much love I wanted to share there was nothing I could do, why is life so unfair?
Perfect little angel, I dreamed you long ago, I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go.
The pain and confusion I feel inside I cannot explain, I cannot describe.
God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep, I will love you in my heart, its all I get to keep.
Hush my little baby, you need not cry, you’ll be my sunshine in the morning and the brighest star at night
I was blessed to have you breifly, even though I had to let you go.
I wish I knew the reason but I guess I’ll never know.