hi all.hav bn an avid user of this site since i had the misfortune of having to look u guys up(no offence)anyway my beloved baby would have been due today,an thought i was gonna b well strong an not come on here,how wrong was i,icant stop cryin.anyway have tried to put my feelings into words for my little 1:here goes
FOR MY ANGEL
I sit here today,with so much to say
yet still theres no words to express
The way that i feel, it feels so unreal
and yet its the truth, i guess.
I knew before i took the test
that you were here with me
it may have only been a while
but it was more than enough for me to see
how much i really loved you
it came straight fom my heart
i loved you my baby oh so much
right from the very start
i didnt want to loose you
i did my very best
to keep you safe within me
but i guess i failed the test
they said you were gone
but i knew it wasnt true
I spent the next two weeks holding onto you
they checked again and like i knew saw you were still there
told me you were in the wrong place, i said a little prayer
"god this baby’s a fighter
a fighter just like me
I’m doing my best to hold on tight
please give some help to me"
I didnt hear an answer
but i do know what he said
he said your baby’s special
and was chosen for this test
To tell the truth im still not sure
exactly what this means
but im hoping someday,somewhere something very special for me
I hope that in another life
I’ll meet my child someday
and all i lost in this life
will be very clear to me
I hope to see my baby’s smile
smiling right at me
I hope to see their beautiful face
and all i imagined it to be
I hope that they can tell me
mummy i’m ok
I always knew you loved me
everyday as i played
with all the other children
up here just like me
we all had fun together
angels we’ll always be
xxxxxxx