Hello my little one.
Its has been five years this week since the doctors confirmed that you werent happy and bobbing around in my womb. I prayed so much that I would see you safe and sound on the scan that day, but it wasnt meant to be. We spent another 2 weeks together before the doctors took you from me, and after knowing you were in there, I felt so happy that you were a part of me, even though I knew it wouldnt be for long.
28th January will always remain in my mind as the day you grew angel wings.
And I still think of you every day, my angel.
Yesterday, mummy found out that your younger brother or sister has made it safely to my womb, and is growing strong and healthy. This was great news, but all the way through the scan, i thought of you, and how i should have seen you like that 5 years ago.
I am so sorry that you didnt make it to where you should be.
And please know, that mummy will never, ever forget you.
Hi again my little angel.
Today it has been 5 years today since you left mummy and went to heaven.
I still think about you every single day.
Mummy wants to ask you to do something grown up though. Will you be a guardian angel for your little brother or sister who is currently growing in mummys tummy? Watch over him or her. Your little brother or sister will always know about their big brother or sister in heaven.
I’m so sorry you never made it to my arms, I still blame myself.
But remember, mummy loves you and always will, and i will always hold you in my heart.
I love you sweetheart.
Thinking of you always
Your Mummy
xxxxxx
Hello angel,
Mummy is hopefully going to have a look at your little brother or sister today after a scare this weekend. Please watch over the little one and give him or her strength to stay with us.
Love you sweetheart.
Mummy
x
Thinking of you today my little sweetheart. Its not an anniversary or a day in particular, i have just found you are on my mind today.
xx
Hello sweetheart.
I just wanted to let you know that i still think about you all the time, and I hope you are with us at the scan on friday, to see your little brother or sister again.
I know you would have made an amazing big brother or sister,
Miss you angel cakes
Mummy
xxxxxxxx
Good Morning sunshine,
You are going to have a little brother!
Please watch over him as he grows, I just wish you’d have had the opportunity to do it in person.
I miss you swetheart and think of you every day.
I just wanted you to know.
Lots of hugs and kisses,
Mummy
xxxxxx
Hello little one,
Today I realised that your little brothers EDD is the same day that yours would have been.
I hope this means that part of you is in him.
I don’t know why I never figured out your due date. I guess it was because I was never given one for you. I knew you would have been due in September. I guess it was because I didnt know you were there until it was too late. Don’t ever think it was because I didn’t care. I cared more than anything. But I knew something was wrong.
I miss you everyday darling and think of you all the time.
My love forever
Mummy
xx
Today mummy realised that she picked a name for your little brother that also honors the time you had with me, and the blessing of your little brother.
I never wanted anyone to forget you.
You probably already know we are calling your little brother Seth. I hope you like it.
Thinking of you all the time.
Mummy
x
I wont ever forget you sweetheart.
Mummy and your little brother, Seth xxxx
Thinking of you today, and always, my beautiful little angel. Have a happy Christmas little one.
Lots of love from Mummy and Seth xxx
Hello Sweetheart.
Its been 6 years today since we said goodbye.
I just wanted to let you know that I still think of you every single day. I think about how you’d be at school now. I wonder if you’d like to color (like your mummy), or read, or play sports. I bet you’d be a little chatterbox though. You will always be mummy special angel, and one day, i’ll be able to push you on a swing, play games, give you all the kisses and cuddles you deserved. You never got a chance, you should be here playing with your little brother. But please know, you are always in my heart.
Love you little one
Sweet dreams
Mummy and Seth
Hello little one,
Lots has happened this year, which I am sure you know about 
if you are anything like your little brother, you wont miss a trick!
Well, you are having a baby sister!
Also, mummy and Seth are moving to Wales to be with Nana and Grandad as things with Seth and baby girls’ daddy haven’t worked out. But don’t worry, wherever I live, even if it was on the moon, you would forever be in my thoughts. We will be living by the seaside-so we will hopefully be having lots of fun on the beach.
You would be finishing for the summer holidays soon, you would be nearly six. You’d be having lots of fun playing in the sunshine with your friends. And playing on the beach when we see nan and grandad. I hope that you always get to play in the sunshine.
Love you peanut.
Mummy, Seth, and your little sister. xxxxx
I just heard Jeff Buckley’s version of ‘Hallelujah’, the song that reminds me of you. and it made mummy cry! Good job I was in the house and not in the supermarket eh!
You should be here chasing your brother round the front room. I miss you so much little one.
Love you xxx
Its that day coming up tomorrow, sweetheart.
Its actually two days earlier than the date I usually mark as the day you were picked as too good for this earth.
I wanted to cry when I saw the histology report, to know I have had it all wrong after all these years. But it was such a comfort to know that you passed on your own accord, long before the surgeon found you.
I haven’t forgotten. You will always be with me.
It will be 8 years tomorrow since we said goodbye.
I often think about the things you should be doing, that there is an empty space where you should be, playing with your little brother and sister, how you would be doing at school. Whether you look more like Seth, Lil, or Noah.
Just know I haven’t forgotten you, no matter how busy I seem.
Love you angel.
Mummy, Seth and Lilian
xxx
Hello little pea,
You now have two little brothers or sisters to play with.
There is an empty space for all three of you in mummys heart.
Look after each other, I love each and every one of you.
Sweet dreams xx
Nearly 10 years since you grew your angel wings, and this past year you have had two playmates join you up there. If you guys are anything like Seth & Lil, I imagine all three of you are a right handful together.
I’m sure you all know that another little brother or sister is on the way, and we will get to see them for the first time next week.
Watch over little pip in my tummy.
Love you all xxx
Zara825 your love and compassion chokes me when I read this. I can feel it in every key stroke.
Much love,
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