I don’t know what to say. I’ll never forget you.
You didn’t have to say any more than you did - thank you for letting us share in this day of remembrance with you -
Sending you love
Another year. My angel should be 1.
And I let yesterday go by without even remembering.
Today I shed tears for all I’ve lost, but also all I’ve gained.
I love you and thank you for all you do for me, and I’m sorry for all I couldn’t do for you.
I wrote a poem last year and didn’t feel up to sharing it. I do now.
EDD Today…
I should have my baby, here to hold today,
I wish I knew the reason why he had to go away.
It took me many months to really understand
That there is no reason and no sense
No way to make demands
To get an explanation, to find someone that knows,
To find someone to promise that all the pain will go.
I know my baby’s up there, looking out for me
He knows the love I’m feeling
The reminders that I see
He knows the pain I’ve felt.
He also knows the happiness that I’m feeling in my heart.
This baby in my belly, the one that is to stay
Does not know his luck, to have an extra eye,
A little guardian angel, watching from the sky
Someone to be supportive, to send wishes of good luck
To be an older sibling, whatever comes his way.
When my baby comes, I’ll love with all my heart,
But there will always be my angel, my baby number one,
That came to me for a time so short,
broke my heart, and caused me pain,
But taught me all the same,
A lesson that’s invaluable, that stands me in good stead,
Life’s unfair and causes pain,
It’s resounding in my head,
It is all there for a reason, to let me know that when
Things that happen that are good
I have the strength, I have the love
To know what should be said
I have something inside me
As inexplicable as the pain,
A little miracle, soon to be
Something that keeps me sane
Nothing makes sense
Nothing has reason,
Life goes on
– a memory to my baby who is watching over me.
That is absolutley beautiful x
Still thinking of you
xxxxxxx
very moving- ive always felt that DS had little angels in heaven looking after him.xxx