Hadn't been trying

[Hazel_Stockhill]

We hadn’t been trying but both children had tummy bug in febuary, on the pill and it had never let me down before. Did a pg test 2 days after being late in march negative, didn’t think anything about it because had the prune juice bleeding 2 weeks later, didn’t know thats a sign of ep. On the 15th April even though i was bleeding did a pg test again stright away it was posative. M away so had to tell my best friend at work she told me not to worry that with twins u normal bleed all way through. Next morning Easter sunday My friends little girls 4th birthday, had to go to the toilet, made it there but collasped on the landing floor, thats when I told M I was pg he rang for an anamblance they came with in minutes, was seen at A&E (not the one I wanted to go to) in minutes Don’t know how many doctors and nurses I saw was really out of it., rushed down to thearte and had My left tube removed and 4 liters of blood pumped back into me. The doctors even sent m home to get my parents they didn,t think I make it. After 2 days in hospital came home the only person to mention that I’d lost a baby was the nurse on the morning shift when i left the hospiatl, ended up in tears and so did she god bless her. It’s now nearly 12 weeks since the ep, I’m back and work and doing fine (I think :?: )Would love to try again but M doesn’t want another baby and I’m scared. The ladies in the hospital, my husband, mother-in-law think I should be greatfully for what I’ve got, I do but It doesn’t help to think my 16 year old cousion will be having a healthy baby when mine was due Thing of you all out there with HUGS and LUV H