Hi
It was not until I turned 30 that I started to think about having children. We decided in August 06 that we would try after a drunken night out. I thought it would happen very quickley and by March 07 I decided to purchase the clearblue fertility monitor. Looking back the first time we used this I fell pregnant. Unknown to me I was 2 months pregnant. One day at beg of June I decided to take a Pregnancy test - dont ask me what made me do this. After 5 positive tests and 2 doctors confirming it I was happy but still didnt really accept I was pregnant. Anway June 11th 07 I had terrible pain and collapsed at home. I rushed into hospital and went down to surgery woke up to be told that I had lost the baby and my left tube had ruptured and they had to remove it. I had been bleeding internally for 5 days and had to have a blood transfusion. That was 3 months ago, and I am awaiting my AF this month when I will be dusting down my monitor and trying again and hope that there will be no repeat EP. The EP has changed me - i now realise how precious life is and I hope not to be as obsessed with TTC as before.