Dear Baby,
I think of you all the time, I remember you so well.
I didn’t want you to leave, I’m sorry you had to go so soon.
My heart hurts because I miss you so much.
Nobody knew you but me, I will nevr forget you, never.
I’m trying so hard to be strong, I know you would want that
But how do I carry on because you are not here anymore
I wanted you so badly
I love you so much my darling
I just want you back x
Dear Baby,
I would have been stroking my bump right now,with you inside content and safe. I am so sad you are not here and that all my dreams I had for you are gone.
I just can’t forget you and how you were alive inside of me wanting to live and be with us.
I am so angry you had no choice, I had no choice but to have to let you go. I hope you understand that I never wanted to be put in that position where you were taken away and I want you to know that I will do my very best to live life to the full and appreciate all that I have.
I would like to think that you are being looked after and that you will be able to visit me over the years to come.
I miss you so so so so so much my darling baby girl x
Love you xxx
All I can think about today is you.
I know that your due date should have been the 5th of November and how by now, I would be getting so excited and getting your room ready and all your clothes.
I don’t know if we will ever have another baby now. I can’t forget you though, and feel so deeply sad that I won’t be able to meet you and know you.
I just miss you so much, right now it feels so painful that you’re missing.
I love you so much baby xxxxx
Your due date passed peacefully and we all thought of you and held you in our hearts. We looked up at the fireworks that night and thought of you.
Of course I miss you so much still, I can’t wish any harder for you to be back here because I know that’s not possible.
As time goes on I feel closer to you, although their is a great pain at your loss you have given me more strength and courage than I knew I’d ever have.
I will never lose the bond I feel with you and for that I am grateful.
If I could hold you in my arms I’d never want to let you go I bet you would have been so beautiful.
Please stay with me for the rest of my life my darling baby xxx
I really have felt your loss today. I miss you so much, with christmas coming up it makes it all the more poignant that you would have been a few weeks old and with us.
I sometimes feel so positive that your loss will not have been in vain, but some other days like today I feel you were my last baby and i’ve not only lost you but my chance of another baby.
I hope youre doing okay and that you are being looked after wherever you are darling x
I cherish the time we were together,I will never stop loving you x
To my darling Baby,
Today it was one year ago that we were torn apart. I cannot believe that this time last year I was in hospital preparing for my operation.
I still think of you often and will never forget the day I lost you because I love you so much.
I thought you were my last chance, but i have been lucky, so lucky to be expecting again. I don’t know if it is a gift from you but yours and this baby’ due dates are exactly a month apart.
I just wanted you to know that the time you were with me is something I won’ ever forget, I know there was so much love there and I carry that with me in my heart forever.
I’ve got my life in my hands
And your love in my heart
I’ve got my life in my hands
And your love in my heart
I’ll save my last dance
For you my friend
And it seems I’ve lived my life
With you as my rhythm,
And I know I’ll find my feet after dreaming
Save the last dance Claire Maguire
Just heard a song and thought of you and missed you lots xxxx
Like it all happened yesterday, it’s funny how music can stir up emotions.
Love you so much love mummy xxx
2 years yesterday since we lost you my darling baby xxx
We often think about you and ache for you.
You would have been just over a year old now and probably toddling about causing mischief! We all love you so so much and you’re always going to be our second child. I wish you could have made it
Love you darling xxxxx
I’m so cut up today. I miss you so much. Your due date was the 5th November I think that’s why it hurts so much now. I am so lonely and messed up. I can’t make sense of my life. What was the reason I had to lose you? I am not over you like everyone thinks I am. I am still missing you and grieving for you but I’m just keeping it in. I hate how I feel and how much I just let life pass me by. I wanted to be a great person and turn things around. I just can’t let go x I miss you so much x
We hear your pain and sympathise Butterfly. We also know what it’s like to put a brave face on to the world and feel cut to ribbons inside and are here for you.
Much love,
EPT Host 13
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Thank you for your kind words, I didn’t see them until now x
3 yrs today that I lost my baby x
It still hurts me and I still think of you every day and wish you could have been here.
I really have been in a dark place these last 3 years. Such a dark cloud over me, feeling so guilty even though I know you couldn’t have survived.
I felt bad about myself I didn’t care about myself I felt a bad person.
But only just recently in the last couple of months my dark cloud of gloom has lifted and I feel motivated to live again, enjoy the moment and look after myself.
I feel positive and alive.
Maybe you are watching over me, I hope we still have that connection because when I had you those few weeks I felt love between us and I guess that’s why it’s painful because I lost you.
But I realise now digging myself into the ground, not participating in life and giving up is not going to make it any less painful.
I accept it now and I want to move forward remembering that love and holding on to that time we did have.
I love you my darling xxx love your Mummy xx
I miss you so much. I have a heavy pain in my heart x
Give me these moments back
Give them to me.
Give me that little kiss.
Give me your hand.
x
I’m missing you so much right now 4 years have passed since you died x It hurts like hell I will never forget you beautiful x Mummy loves you so much xxx wish I could hold you x
Miss you so much darling xxx I’m unable to stop the tears today thinking of you and and missing you so much I feel like my heart will burst with pain xxx I can’t handle it today xxx I love you so much darling xxx