Hello angel, it’s nearly been two months since you got took from me suddenly, but mummy still thinks about you everyday. I wonder what your doing up there, and I do think that you should be here and not there. But you were too precious for this place. And one day you will see me again, look out for the candle I will be lighting on Christmas day, so you can share the day with your mummy, uncle, nanny and grandad. God bless my precious baby, I know you are okay. I love you so much and miss you x x x x
hello little one,
i hope you’re okay, its been over three months now since you got took away from me, but there isn’t a day that goes by where i don’t think about you. i hope you’re okay, i know you can hear mummys words from the diary that i write to you… i wish there was something that would take all this pain away, i’m not too good at the moment darling, but i’m trying to pick myslef up for you, because i know you wouldn’t of wanted this. i always look down at my tummy and think to myself this isn’t right- i should have a little bump now- you should be in there… i was looking forward to having a fat belly, the stretch marks- i’d do anything to have you back, but you got lost on the way down to your new home, i wish i could of helped you 
because you were nearly there, and i still don’t know why you didn’t make it? but all i see when i look down at my tummy is the big scar, that brings back all the painful memories from the day you got quickly taken from me. you were definatley too precious for this world,
sleep well angel, mummy loves you xxxx
nearly 6 months on darling, and the pain is still as raw now as it was on the 7/10.
I just want to say, even though i have been a bit distant lately… I still love you with all my heart x