To my beautiful baby Malph,
Today should have been your day, the day I would meet you and hold you in my arms…I’m so sorry that this will never be.
I want you to know that I miss you so much and every day since you have been gone feels empty.
Thank you for choosing me to be your Mummy, it’s an honour and I just wish I could do a better job for you, know that I would never hurt you.
I love you sweetheart, stay close with your siblings and look after each other always.
Mummy
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Hi again my little one,
Well I’ve just got back from sharing really special time with you in my heart.
We flew a balloon to the sky and floated beautiful flowers on the waves in the sea and mummy listened to a special song for you…I feel like I’ve set you free finally.
Thank you for a wonderful day sweetheart, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.
Mummy xxx
Just a little note for all my babies to let you know that I am thinking of you with sadness in my heart today and most days. I really do miss and love you all, my lovely precious angels.
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My little sweethearts… look after great grandma who has joined you today and give her lots of kisses.
I love you all very much.
Mummy
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Hi Baby Malph,
A year ago today I found out this wonderful news…it was all about you!
Next week it will be a year since you’ve been gone…I just wanted you to know that I think of you everyday and I miss you more than ever.
I love you sweetheart
Mummy
xxx
Hi little poppet 
Well a year ago today you were taken from me. I can’t believe a whole year has flown by. I still miss you as much and more than ever, and I am still patiently waiting for you to return to me.
I love you
Mummy
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Merry Christmas my angels…wish you were here, I miss and love you all very much.
Mummy
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Hey cherubs
Look after Uncle Ron who joined you yesterday…he may need a kiss and a cuddle.
Love you all
Mummy
xxx
Hey my little lovelies
Please please help me through the next few days…help me see this clearly.
I love and miss you all so much
Mummy
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I wish you were all here with me today…I miss and love you all very much.
Mummy xxxxxx
Hi baby Malph
I hope you weren’t with me today in that awful place…God the memories have crippled me. To be back in that place has rekindled some really sad memories and once again I am feeling back to square one. Standing in that theatre awake today I could almost feel your pain too…and it was too much to bear. Watching a new life then enter the world…something that is wonderful…just felt cruel. How can you watch someone else have their baby and feel happy? It seems that this grief has become insurmountable and I just wish away my days hoping to feel better…happier, that will only be when I’m with you my babies I fear.
I hope you were somewhere happy today, playing in the clouds or living life somewhere new…wherever you are I need to know that you’re happy. I wish I was stronger for you…but it seems I am not.
Thinking of you all…always
Mummy
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Just thinking of you my precious babies…thinking of you lots always.
I miss you all
Love Mummy
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Happy 1st birthday sweetheart…for the 25th. I know you were with Daddy and me on the beach…I hope you liked your flowers! 1 already…time is a funny thing.
I love you
Mummy
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Hi my precious little ones
I just wanted to say Good Morning, it’s another beautiful day and I hope you’re ok wherever you all are
Big cuddles, love you all lots
Mummy
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Oh sweetheart what must you think…I’m sorry that you can hear all this rubbish. You were made from love that’s all I want you to know.
I love you
Mummy
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Hello my lovelies
Thinking of you as always and wanting you to know that I love and miss you all so much.
Mummy xxxxxx
Just miss you my precious angels…all the time.
Love you all
Mummy xxxxxx
2 Years on Friday since I lost you my darling baby Malph…it hardly seems possible. I miss you so much sometimes I can hardly breathe. Please all look after each other.
Love you my special ones
Mummy
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I love you darling and hope that you’re happy floating in paradise
Mummy
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