My darling baby.You should be 2days old now. You should be getting shown off to the world with such pride.All my family and friends should be cooing over you while i play the role of a proud mummy who is grinning like ive won the lottery.The house should be full of baby items with the smell of a newborn baby lingering in the air and busy noise of people coming and going.
Instead…
My heart aches beyond repair,my grief still raw and painful and my arms are empty.The house is silent,no happy cheer,just the sound of my tears that fall every day and night for you.I would give ANYTHING to have you back.I wanted you so much- i still do.
I will never forget you my darling.I hope we can meet up again someday,and that i get the chance to be your mummy like i should be.I will miss you for ever,but you will always be in my heart.ALWAYS.My heart will never be complete again until you are back with me.
Sleep tight angel
Mummy and Daddy.
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Kaz,
How hearfelt was that!? you made me cry thinking how difficult it must be for you both at this time.
Just wanted to say that my thoughts and best wishes are with you both. We will be reunited with our babies one day…I really believe that.
Sam
xx
Thanks Sam. That means alot. Its so hard for me this month and i dont know if im coming or going.All i do know is,my baby should be here now…
Thanks again,
Kaz.
Hope you are ok?
I understand how hard it must be, I am dreading my edd, xmas day of all days 
Samx