Two months ago today we were scared, but we were optimistic. We thought it would be the first time we saw you (and it was), but we thought it would be a happy time, and that we would leave the hospital with our worries gone and our future bright. Your heart was strong, and you were so close, but it wasn’t enough. We couldn’t save you and that day we lost you and we lost a bit of our hearts as well. I am so sorry - I feel like I have failed you. You should be here in my tummy right now and we should be thinking of names and buying you clothes and planning your little life. Instead I am empty and so is my heart. I am so sorry.
We love you and we miss you. We will never forget you.