I never knew I could love someone this much with out every seeing them. I never knew that even after a year the thought of hearing those words that I would have to loose you would still bring tears to my eyes. I had a dream that you were a girl , but you were crying and I didn’t know at the time what that meant. Now I know. It hurts so bad to know that I couldn’t give you life and it even more to know that I was thinking about taking it away . How do I move on knowing that I could possibly never get pregnant again. How do you heal this pain? I try not think about you because I know that life as it’s trails and tribulations. Maybe I wasn’t ready to be a mother. Maybe I was. God please give me the strength to get through this!
Heart touched and Nice line.