Hi Princess Pink,
Thank you so much for taking the time to reply to me just knowing there’s a person out there somewhere who is reading my messages and replying is so lovely and supportive. Sorry it’s taken me a while to reply back it’s been a horrible week.
I did go back to the hospital and ask for the medication we was at the hospital for 7 hours in total I think with it being a Saturday they had fewer staff on the doctor did apologise for the wait but it’s just one of them things isn’t it. They also did a blood test then told me my blood group is A Negative which meant I had to have an injection the nurse gave me a leaflet about why I was having the injection and I’ve read about it since but I still don’t understand it I think it’s really confusing.
So I swallowed the 4 tablets at home and after about 3 hours they made me vomit and have diarrhoea then the stomach cramps started I just took some pain relief tablets and went to bed.
The following week was just normal bleeding like a period and I thought it was over…I was very wrong. Friday and Saturday night just gone the miscarriage ‘properly’ happened. The pain was unlike anything I have ever experienced or felt it was probably the worst pain I’ve had in my life so far. The pain was coming in waves I’d have really intense pain for about 30 seconds then a few minutes with no pain then I remembered what the doctor said about the tablets will make my uterus contract and squeeze the contents of my uterus out so I was having contractions. That made me sad because normally there would be a baby at the end of it but for me there was just blood.
The pain relief the hospital gave me didn’t even touch the pain, the blood loss was scary it was so much plus clots. The hospital said it would be like a heavy period but this was much worse (sorry for being graphic but before my miscarriage I tried to read online about what would actually happen and couldn’t find anything so if there’s someone who reads this in the future it could help them) this lasted for a few hours Friday night then I was ok Saturday day then it all happened again on the Saturday night.
It’s Monday now and the bleeding seems to be getting lighter so I’m just hoping the worst is over now.
When I feel strong enough I’m going to go the doctors and see if he will refer me for tests before we start trying again. I’m scared it will happen again and with one Ectopic and one miscarriage already I’m drained and don’t know if I can go through all of this again.
Thank you for reading this! 