So similar! I was lucky not to have surgery but mine began October, and was discharged in December after my body did it’s thing. But have just been explaining to a friend, it was an unplanned pregnancy and I feel a bit scared of it happening again (a fibroid near the ovary doesn’t help) but I just feel utterly flat. Not necessarily totally down and depressed but ambivalent. Been offered a new job within my team and had to decline bc I just can’t gather the enthusiasm. I’ve been off work as I had some physical complications but need to return in new year and I just don’t know how I will keep up bc I’m so flat, disinterested and… meh.
I’m okay at home, I enjoy tv and company of v close friends but got not much interest in meeting new people.
I’ve also just had an appointment to discuss the implant which is booked for beginning of jan. How did you find the insertion?
The protracted nature of 7 weeks of 48hr tests etc was v anxiety provoking and I find myself quite anxious and untrusting in my body. I didn’t want kids, now I might do in future but don’t know if I could ever risk another ectopic?! Yet the risk of removing the fibroid is as much as leaving it.
I don’t know why I’m flat.
I guess it’s notmal ? Discussed with GP today who said it’s a side effect of being under protracted stress for the past 2 months. I’ve had anxiety and low mood in the past but not for years.
I think it’s normal but how to get rid of it… I’m still trying to work out. If you discover a magic button, let me know!