Hi everyone
Just needed somewhere to write my thoughts, don’t need a reply but wanted to get my feelings out.
Hi to anyone who remembers me, it’s been a long time since I have been on here, I had an ectopic in April 10 and then went on to have my gorgeous little girl in Oct 11 following acupuncture. She is our world and we are so lucky to have her.
We decided to start trying for baby no 2 last June and I fell pregnant in October but unfortunately had a missed miscarriage at 10 wks in December. We started trying again but haven’t had any luck. My cycles were all over the place and despite having acupuncture again which has brought forward ovulation it doesn’t seem to be helping with the luteal phase which has been only 7 days again month.
My period started today and I am feeling a bit tearful, I know we are so lucky to have our daughter and there will be ppl out there ttc baby no 1 who are desperate to have just 1 so I don’t want to appear selfish but just because I have her doesn’t mean that I don’t want a second baby any less. I always thought we would have two but am beginning to wonder if its just not meant to be. I had forgotten how stressful this is and I know stress doesn’t help so its a vicious circle! Work has also not been great which doesnt help as have also beem feeling rubbish about that too.
Thanks for reading, lets hope all of our dreams come true soon xxxx