Ruptured ectopic 3 months after first ectopic

I’m just so lost. I nearly died two days ago because of a ruptured ectopic in the stump of my removed left Fallopian tube. Doctors said I lost 3 liters of blood in my abdomen and had about 30 mins left to love.

I’m heartbroken as my first ectopic was only a few months ago and I thought I was so lucky getting pregnant so fast. I went to EPU for early scans and bloods and I was told everything was ok and to come back a week later to confirm correct location, but I didn’t make it that far.

My moods are everywhere and now my husband has stormed out calling me selfish for being so upset in front of his Mum. I’m just so so so low.

Dear Elaydee,

I am so sorry to hear of your ectopic pregnancies and losses. Experiencing one loss is difficult to deal with multiple losses is heartbreaking and my heart truly goes out to you.

When we experience ectopic pregnancy we are suddenly faced with a life threatening emergency and it’s treatment, reduction in fertility, concerns about the future and the loss of our babies. Experiencing any one of these is an ordeal, putting them together is immense and your feelings are completely normal.

Some partners do not understand these feelings and this can cause tension in relationships. I often recommend partners reading some of these posts or information on our website so they can maybe gather a deeper understanding of our feelings.

For support for yourself, we at the Trust believe that talking through what happened and your emotions as and when you can helps the healing process. We operate a helpline service and there’s no pressure whatsoever but if you would ever like the opportunity to speak over the phone to someone who has been through a similar experience, do feel free to call, details are below. We can take things at your pace entirely and you are free to ask any questions that are on your mind. You can talk about the ordeal you have been through and express your feelings to vent and let off some steam. We can exchange emails too, if you prefer that route. We’ll simply be here for you, however you wish and for as long as you wish.

In addition, you can ask to see a GP at your practice and ask them to explore ways in which you can get help and this can include referrals for “talking therapies” or counselling. We have information on our website about finding counselling services.

The charity Mind may also be of assistance. They have local centres and support groups and can offer services on a means-tested basis or sometimes free. You can find your local centre following this link if that may be useful too: http://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/local-minds/

Sending much love and warm hugs,

Karen x


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Thank you Karen. I went to my GP but they said unless I was depressed they could not help me. I really feel so very let down. I also went to the hospital to talk to the head of gynecology for assistance and was also offered no help until I fall pregnant again by myself.

When I am up to it I may call your line. Thank you x

I am so sorry that you are going through this…especially after it being so close to the first…you helped me on a previous post…i lost 2.4 litres after habing an ectopic in the stump my partner doesnt seem to understand neither…i feel so tiered all the time. Down and feel as if im forcing a smile when actually i want to scream…its coming up to 2 years since my first ectopic and while im grateful for my children that i have succsessfully had i still think about the two i lost…sometimes i think my partner doesnt realise that this is my body and its just not easy to forget…i hope you and your partner manage to get through this x