I suffered a miscarriage then three months later had a very traumatic ectopic pregnancy. I’ve spent the last three month trying to deal with the grief. Most days are good, some are great and a few are terrible. I’m finding the approaching mothers day to be a hard time and I don’t have a child to love on this day. My Facebook is flooded with new mothers, babies and such. I know there are others like me who find it sometimes overwhelming. There is a program right now for Mother’s Day support. its their first year doing this. I believe it’s through email. For more info search mothering your heart on Facebook or online. Just thought Id share because I know there’s others out there like me 
I am exactly the same. I have suffered from my second ectopic in the space of two years and I feel completely lost, isolated, angry and every other emotional feeling you’d expect! The horrible thing is, that we will never be able to overcome the grief that we are going through and always will be, but in time, it makes it a lot easier to deal with it. You take care and never give up! Sending lots of baby dust to you hun xx
I have unfollowed nearly all of my friends on facebook for this exact reason. Feel your pain xx