It’s now that I should be holding you in my arms altho if you are anything like your father you’d be late and I’d be trying every old wives trick to coax you out. Instead I hold you in my heart and not in my arms. I wish I could cuddle you and smell you and rock you, but instead my Daddy cradles you.
Ask him to play the stork game with you. Oh how I would love to see my 2 favourite people in the world playing together.
Big kisses on your tootsies, I know you’ll give lots of joy to my dad.
Yesterday was the anniversary of your death Dad. Baby on the way which I’m really grateful for but it makes me miss you even more. I always knew you not walking me down the aisle or seeing your first grandchild would be the big vacuums in my life. Just so unfair. Please look after sis she needs you right now and give whoever moved the doppler machine at the Dr’s a boot please cos it means I couldn’t hear the heartbeat and have to wait another 6 wks which is 12wks in all. :?
Love you lots BB
x
PS. Toots should be starting solids now and if theres any teefies don’t forget to brush em