Heart is broken...

Nicola, do you know what, I feel exactly the same, I’m in a don’t care attitude about it all now, I really can’t be bothered with it all at the moment. I’m looking forward to xmas and to eat, drink and be merry! Can you even imagine going to epu over Xmas, what a nightmare, would completely ruin xmas! I’m done with the worry, I will never go to epu again, I’m done with that place also. If the baby is going to stick it will, no amount of going to epu or pregnancy testing will change the outcome, I’ve had super strong tests with my last loss and faint lines with my ectopic so again a strong line on a pregnancy test does not indicate that all is ok, which I naively thought it would with the last loss as the lines were getting stronger and stronger, it all means nothing and epu just adds to the worry in my opinion! At least if I lose a third i will be none the wiser if i don’t test etc then I’ll just think it’s a late period or something! Again sounds awful but just how I feel about it all, I’m fed up with this whole thing ruling my life for the last year, there is no way it’s going to ruin xmas for me too!

Nicola, let us know how you get on tomorrow, will be thinking of you.

Butterfly, hope you’re doing well, have you had your 20 week scan yet? Lovely to hear from you.

Toni, I’m sorry you’re in so much pain, hope you feel better soon must be miserable for you, and sorry to hear about your sister, but must be hard juggling a routine with Arielle if family are staying the night etc, hope she changes her mind, she doesn’t want to miss out on baby snuggles! Again thank you for your kindness and support.

Hope everyone’s having a good weekend. X x