Hello, I’m not sure where to post this, but if it’s not in the right place I’m sure the mods with move it.
I’m desperate for you ladies to give me some advice … and a little bit of support and sympathy, and to know whether anyone has a similar story to me.
A little background – I’m an oldie on this board, I had my ruptured EP in December 2008, which was IUI. I then had a failed fresh IVF, another fresh IVF which resulted in the birth of my beautiful daughter Tilly who is now coming up to 3 years old. In the last year (since May 2012) I’ve done an FET with embies from Tilly’s IVF – fail. Another fresh cycle – fail. Another FET with embies from that one – fail. And am currently on my 2ww with the latest fresh cyle. Although I was on stronger dosage, I was slow to respond (as was the case with Tilly pregnancy), and the nurse told me on the second scan that we may have to abandon the cyle. However, this is the first time we have gone to blastocyst and we transferred 2 “excellent quality” embies. None to freeze. We have followed the same protocol with just a slight increase in Menopur (the dreaded mixing) and I have had Endometrial Scratching (2 sessions). My drug support since EC is Cyclogest 400mg. I asked the nurse whether I should be on Progynova as well as Cyclogest for support as I was quite sure I was on both when I got pregnant with Tilly. She told me “nooooo, I don’t think you were, we don’t use it in fresh cycles, only FET”. I was utterly convinced and have only recently read in my diary of that cycle that indeed I was right and was on both (I am gutted I didn’t think to look for that evidence sooner obviously).
Well, on my 2ww, I have had a week since ET with stomach cramps much like period pains varying from mild to chronic. I’ve also had varying colours of mucus and tinted wee, cream/pink/brown and a tiny bit of bright red on 2dpt. (sorry!). I’ve only had one day with no pain and no colour or discharge whatsoever and that was this Saturday gone. Yesterday, back came the brown mucus and wipes. Today at 5am I have bright red blood. It is enough to strain a liner and lots when I wipe and also red tinted wee.
I’m pretty sure with this show up, that this cycle is all over as we all know bright red blood is never a good turn up!
I think I’m in a state of disbelief of “not again”, belief because of the blood, and convincing myself perhaps it’s just bleeding from somewhere else! My official test date is Friday, and although I don’t have a test at home yet (due to the last 3 emotional fails) I will buy one and do it on Friday just as proof.
What I’d like to know from you ladies, is …
• Anyone else had this experience and gone on to have a positive test?
• What support drugs have you been given? I think there is a problem with implantation/good enough lining.
• What drugs are used for implantation? And has anyone been given drugs after ET to keep the lining strong enough?
• I’ve read about Baby Asprin being given – anyone had this and what is it for?
• Should I be having blood tests to check immunity/hormones/whatever else I don’t know about?
I am full of questions of “why can’t I get pregnant again if it’s happened before?”. Short of insisting that I had Progynova as well as Cyclogest again, I’m not sure what else can be done, which is why I’m asking you ladies.
I did say to DH at the start of this cycle that I was not sure I could handle doing any more after this one if it was a negative result. My state of mind today is that I will do one more go – that is if the clinic agree I should keep going. But I’d like to have some potential drug change knowledge before we go in for a chat.
My last question is … should we change clinic? Am I just clutching at straws there? We have been with the same clinic all the way through. I’ve now done 7 fertility treatment cycles in all. 1 x IUI. 4 x Fresh IVFs. 2 x FETs.
Thank you all.
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