I wanted to write a letter, to tell you how I feel, but I’m not sure if I can explain, something that’s so surreal.
I thought I was through the worst, but lately it just seems, that every little part of me, wants to sit and scream.
I barely make it through a day, without a shedded tear, I can’t see an end in sight, I’m full of dread and fear.
I can’t help but wonder, what would have been, a baby boy or a girl, now it’s all some kind of dream.
I wake up with this consuming guilt, a stomach made of lead, and with every day that passes, I slowly lose my head.
I’ve lost my spark, don’t feel myself, the world is closing in, it’s dark.
To everyone else, I might be smiling, but inside, my heart is simpy dying.
I don’t know how, i’m supposed to get back on track, when all I want, is my baby back!