It happened months ago,
But today I cannot smile.
I try to carry on,
But nothing seems worth while.
Some days are okay,
But it’s always there.
Lingering around,
That sadness, grief and overwhelming disappointment.
I wait and wait,
For my turn to come.
I can relate to this… I feel this way daily. Lots of love.
I get it o so well 
For me it comes in waves. I’m good for a while and than it all comes flooding back with a simple conversation, situation or even commercials. It’s hard to tell if I’m healing at all or if I’ll always feel this way. I will always wonder about the baby I lost but hopefully the pain will be softened over time.