Sorry to jump ahead, being as I’m out once again for Feb I thought I’d start the TTC March topic 
I hate this waiting!!! Everymonth it feels like it’s never gonna happen
Hi te17,
I understand how you feel the wait is agonising and TTC is so very emotional.
Please don’t be too hard on yourself. I’m so sure all of us will be mummies one day and when we are we shall be strong, resilient, loving and fun parents.
How far through your tww are you? I’m in the middle of mine.
The idea of March arriving is scaring me as March will mean I have been TTC for a whole year. Off to the GP I will go if not successful this cycle 
Be kind to yourself. Xx
My TWW starts tomorrow.
I never really know if or when I ovulate. I have strange pains all the time!! Im reluctant to start temping etc and getting too carried away with oviolation sticks. The only sign I think I have is EWCM. Which usually happens right after AF.
It’s horrible that my first pregnancy turned out to be ep and also ended up in surgery to remove my left tube.
This makes me now feel like I’m never going to get a chance and the fact that I turn 34 in just under 3 weeks and I’m still childless scares the hell out of me
I never really imagined I’d be so desperate for child but the ep changed everything!
On top of that almost everyone I know is pregnant or has recently given birth, it’s like a slap in the face
Baby dust to everyone.
My EP was also my first pregnancy. I also had left tube removed after it ruptured. It really is a horrid experience.
I tried OPK’s but found they stressed me out too much so stopped taking them. I have never done the whole temp thing as I think that would also stress me. So like you I don’t know if/when I ov. My theory is just regular sex, even in 2ww in case I ov late. Ive been trying a lube which is meant to help the little swimmers, this is my first month but don’t feel as tho it has worked.
A friend of mine always ov’d after AF too.
You’ve still got time. Try not to let your age worry you. You could always pop to see your GP for advice? I did that before Xmas and it made me feel better (even tho I hadn’t been trying for 12 month, just talking things through really helped).
I also understand about everyone being pregnant or mummies. I feel like the odd one out. Bit I’ll keep hoping for a little miracle of my own.
Here to help you through your 2ww. Are your cycles regular? Pretty sure that’s a good indicator if they are.
Keeping everything crossed for you. Sending positivity and hugs during the 2ww (or 2 week roller coaster more like!!)
Xx
It certainly is a roller coaster!!
I find aswel that I tend to symptom spot a lot! I can’t help it, I try my best to have the “if it happens it happens” attitude like I did before but i find it really difficault.
My cycles tend to get shorter I think I’m on a 25 day cycle now. But waiting for AF is horrible and when it arrives it’s like a massive slap in the face
That’s exactly how I was feeling too te170381.
also my cycle changed from 28 days to 22/23 after my ectopic I felt like I didn’t know my own body anymore.
Sending strength and positivity and loads of baby dust.
Mine too have gone from 28 to 23/24.
It’s like everything changed and I have this belly from out of no where when I used to be flat stomached I’m paranoid as hell about it, I hate the scars I have too. It’s like I have everything from a pregnancy and no child
It’s like my body isn’t the same and I had my chance and that was it, like it’s too late now
Every month I feel the same disappointment. My ep was october.
Mine was September. I had methotrexate
I do have other friends I have since found out have had e/P’s as well and have gone onto have successful pregnancies.
I had surgery.
It is good to know that there can be a pregnancy after ep. It’s just difficault to see it happening when you’ve been through an ep.
I hope everything’s going well for you x
Hi ladies,
I’m out this month following the surgery but getting back to it soon enough in a few weeks’ time. The Dr is positive and I’ve done some basic research on endometriosis which looks positive. I hope the next few months bring good news for us, as we’re coming up to 4 years ttc.
Happy thoughts to all…
Hey ladies, has anyone ever heard the theory that women in close proximity/ community with one another start to synch in their cycles? I know we’re not by any means in close physical proximity, but is it just me, or are there a lot of us this month at the same point in our tww? Maybe the positive thoughts we are sending one another are having some weird effects.
Can only be a good thing! Xxx
Redfairy wishful thinking! I’ve got my fingers crossed your theory is correct…
Baby dust ********
Haha I love that theory Redfairy. We all seem to be our 2ww.
I have everything crossed for us all
Xx
Good luck ladies xxxx
Thanks butterflyrose! Please let us know how you get on at the epu x x
So pleased for you!
How’s everyone doing?
I’m totally emotional today but am acknowledging it and going with the flow.
How is it Monday lunchtime already. Weekends need to be longer…
Much love and positivity for everyone in their 2ww
Xx
Eugh, I know what you mean countryside. Mondays are rubbish.
Day 23 of cycle for me and pretty sure af will show up… Usual tell tale signs. So another short cycle… Again. Think i might talk to doc.
Baby dust xxx
I hate the TWW! What I hate even more is the symptom spotting and I can’t help it!!!
It’s horrible! And then I dread the sign of AF! It’s just like another blow, month after month
hey,
i think i’m also on the tww but really trying not to be in the know.
getting a fair bit of pain in my intestines and belly button from surgery - 7 months later this seems weird… a 1cm long bit of my stitches appeared in my belly button this weekend and i have stabbing pain there. have a drs appt next week but if it gets worse i will go in. just doesn’t feel right. 100% sure it is not a pregnancy symptom, in case anyone is thinking it!
have an appt at the end of the month with a fertility specialist to chat through options. not been trying for 6 months yet but want to know.
going to take a break from trying after this cycle. am sure i won’t be pg!
baby dust, gals! xx
also just to say i’m finding it hard that my close friend is pregnant as we work together and… well it’s a long story. she is sympathetic and i am being loving towards her but i feel incredibly sad and left behind. must remember it is not a competition! but still feel like i have failed and lost