Hello again sweetheart , it is 8 years since I lost you 4th October 1999 . You could never have survived my love , my stupid body had let me down yet again and the surgeons had to take you from me to save my life . I still sometimes wish I had gone with you , to hold you and love you like a Mammy should . I never got to hold you my sweet but I had to stay strong for Shaun your big brother , he is 17 years old now and is going to college now studying IT , your big sister Rebecca is now 15 years old and she is a typical girl I bet she would have taught you a thing or two and your little brother Ollie he is 2 now , Im sure you sent him to me to ease my pain after those silly doctors told me id never have another baby . Daddy bought me a beautiful necklace today to wear so I have you close to me , it is a silver heart with angels wings around the edges and a single teardrop crystal in the middle , on the back it has the words
Gone yet not forgotten ,
Although we are apart ,
Your spirit lives within me ,
Forever in my heart .
Elise we all love and miss you so much , we have a huge gap in our hearts that can never be filled .
Love you always , lots of love and kisses from Mammy , Daddy , Shaun , Rebecca , Ollie , Felix the cat and Oscar the dog xxxxxxxx