my beautiful baby

im sitting hee looking forward to the year ahead hoping that it will be better than last yr. My beautiful baby was taken ta 7 wks and although i have 2 older boys from my previous relationship my fiance and i so wanted this baby together. We are both older and really this was our last chance i think but you were wanted so much and i will never forget you. You would have been about 4 months now just starting to develop your own personality and i long to see who you would have looked like and what you would have been like. But it will never be but i hope that some time we do meet and i will never let you go. I love you sweetheart forever.XXXX mummy