Happy 1st Birthday

We’d have been celebrating your 1st birthday tomorrow. I wonder how we’d have spent the day.

I bet we’d have spoilt you rotten. Blowing raspberries on your tummy and making you giggle.

I’ll be thinking of you instead and blowing you silent kisses.

With all my love,

Mummy. xxxxx

I haven’t forgotten babes. 2 years ago I thought you were growing inside, with me oblivious to the world of ectopics and loss. It seems such a long time ago.

I’ve made some good friends and learnt a lot about life and myself along the way. I have you to thank for that. I’ll light a candle for you on the 18th but I wanted to acknowledge the time that you were growing inside me rather than the day we lost you.

You’ll always have a place in my heart.

xxx

Passing by to say I haven’t forgotten. It was a lovely warm day just like today.

xxxxx (a kiss for every year)

9 years. How is that even possible?? I panicked a bit when I came to look for the board. Couldn’t find it at first. It still feels important to come and remember, to lose this space would sadden me. But life is good and the youngest is starting School in September. Time slows for no one. xxxxxxxx