I am young and wanted to do things in life
Then i found out about you
i didnt think i would be able to go to college
or do the things i wanted
but i accepted it
no matter what you were going to be my life
from the moment i found out
but then everything changed
you would never be born
not because i didnt want you to
but becuase you couldt be
you were in the wrong place
and had to go
i cryed all night
you were already two months old
but i didnt know
didnt know untill you had to leave me
but i instantly loved you
after surgery i was devistated
it felt like a piece of me is missing
there is a hole in my heart
im sad that you couldnt be mine
that i couldnt hold you in my arms and see your sweet smile
see if you looked like me
find out if you were a boy or girl
but i know it is probably for the best for everyone
that still doesnt make it any easier
ive heard losing a child is the hardest thing
and now i understand that it is completely true
you were growing inside me
but now you are growing in heaven
im sure its a better place for you
i love you and always will Cameron Rae.
huggs and kisses from mommy.
its not the best poem ive ever writen, but i still think its okay.