Words cannot express my complete and utter heartbreak and sadness now you are gone.
Those 6wks i carried you were the happiest of my life as i never knew then that u were growing in a place that meant we could never be together on earth.
We were together for those precious few wks though and you will never know the joy that brought me. From the minute the pink line showed brightly on the test
i felt so blessed and could not wait to carry you, meet u and enjoy life with you my love.
But sadly that was never to be. We were parted from eachother on 5th jan 2010. A new year that started so full of promise but quickly brought utter sorrow to my heart when we had to part. The day we lost you, it snowed and everywhere was pure and white. Just like you my beautiful little poor snow angel. The day you went back to heaven was a beautiful day yet also the saddest for me as it was the day i lost you and you meant the world to me my jellybean.
It breaks my heart we will not be together on earth, but i want to thank you for making the past few wks amazing as i was carrying you and you would of been amazing.
I will never know if u were a son or daughter but i will always know you were my child for that short time and i adored you so much.
Miss u more than i imagined possible my little angel. thank u for touching my heart . lots of love mummy xxxxxx