Hi all,
Just hoping for some help if anyone has any advice or similar experiences etc.
7/6/21 positive pregnancy test. Had bleeding and cramping, didn’t think anything of it as this would be my second pregnancy. Started having dark brown discharge and tummy pains again and some light bleeding so was referred to EPAC.
23/6/21 had a scan, can’t see uterus, ovaries, tubes etc. Can’t see any pregnancy. Took hcg bloods. Came back at just under 11000. Scanned by assisted conception specialist, definitely can’t see any pregnancy in uterus or anywhere else. Referred to another expert in scanning from Ireland.
24/6/21 new expert scans and thinks she can see a sac behind my c section scar but not sure due to scarring. Asked to come back next day for more bloods.
25/6/21 see junior specialty registrar and do repeat blood. Phone call to say bloods up to just over 13000. Suspicious of ectopic and to come back to discuss keyhole surgery option.
26/6/21 speak to new consultant, advises to do keyhole surgery to sing ectopic. I have a panic attack due to previous trauma and ask that we do scans first to rule out everything else first before going for surgery. Dr finds what he thinks is baby attached to csection scarring. Scarring has gone into my bladder or something like this and says that surgery is not recommend as too high risk, needs to be treated with methotrexate. Will confirm diagnosis with MRI. Get back from MRI and still cant find pregnancy. Suggests either waiting to the following day for bloods but will likely have to wait until the Monday for injection by which point pregnancy has progressed further with high risk of rupture and will need surgery or have injection and come back for blood work today to see if it’s worked.
29/6/21 I went for blood work today. Had even more scans because for some reason this doctor thinks he’ll be the one to find the pregnancy after 4 other EXPERTS couldn’t and talks about finding viable pregnancy which how could you possible think this 3 days after giving me the injection? Anyway, hcg has come back at 18000.
I’ve started bleeding a bit so really hoping it’s doing what it’s meant to but I just don’t know anymore. I’m devastated and feel so absolutely traumatised by this all. We are no further forward than we were a week ago and no one can give me answers. I’m to go back on Friday for repeat blood work to see if the hcg has gone down, if not I’m to get the second dose. If this second dose doesn’t work I’ll need surgery and I’m terrified. What is going on? Where is this baby? Why is my hcg not dropping? Was I ever pregnant or is this something else that’s being overlooked?
I know they need to go through their steps but is it possible that they’re missing something? Could I not have been pregnant and they’re missing something because they’re so determined to find something that isn’t there?
I can’t keep going on like this.
Has anyone had anything similar or have any advice or just any answers or suggestions?