Hi I don’t know still to this day how I really feel after my ectopic pregnancy although I had the op done back 23/08/17 but still to this days I find days hard and some easy days, but when I see baby scans on Facebook or people announce that their pregnant am like y am I not. Don’t get me wrong am happy for them but yet find it hard my head still everywhere I suppose I never thought I’d be thinking and feeling so much thoughts afterwards I am trying my best to be strong all the time am lucky for such good supports around me and my husband been a good support for me through all of this experience
Had surgery 2nd October. It was my first pregnancy. Had my left tube removed. As far as I understood there was no internal bleeding. Hcg levels highest 513, then dropping than it started tripling! They left me 3 weeks to deteriorate. I’m very angry for the way I was managed. I knew it was an ectopic at 5 weeks 6 days…operated at 8 weeks. Apart from dealing with pregnancy loss I feel they have castrated me! Up till this very moment I’m crying like crazy. They told me to go back to work as it’s healthy! To make matters worse I’m stuck all day with children…at times I rush to the bathroom and weep! Cannot go on like this…Going for psycotherapy next Monday although I don’ t think there will be much difference. I sometimes feel that professionals (ad in doctors) don’t care and people even relatives don’t understand. Many think an ectopic is a miscarriage. 
I do hope you get better but posted just to show you that ure not alone…