My darling Junior.I nicknamed you that the minute i learned i was having you.All i talked about was you.I loved you instantly.Still do, more than ever.
Words cannot say how i feel right now about you not being here.I wanted you oh so much,and i really did try to keep you but the nurses wouldnt allow it as it wasnt safe for my life.I often wish i hadnt gone to the hospital that day for that fateful checkup.If i hadnt have gone then we would be together now 2 angels in 1 with your 2 darling siblings that my body couldnt hold onto.I will never forget you and your siblings and not a minute passes when i wish i couldnt hold, touch or even see you - just once.When you died,part of me did too.
I hope the angels are looking after my little 3 cherubs now.I look at the stars everynight hoping to find the brightest which i know is you and your siblings.Until we meet again my darlings.Sleep tight and i miss you with all my heart and soul. 
Your ever loving Mummy.
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