Today should have been your the day you were born, today we should have been welcoming you into the world, and you should be filling our lives with so much joy and love…There’s not a day that goes by that we don’t think of you, that we don’t wish you were here. Me and Daddy bought you an orchid yesterday, so that we can care and nuture it, and every time we look at it we can think of you. We love you so very, very much and will never ever forget you…
Another year has gone by, and so much has happened. But there is never, ever a single day where we don’t think of you. Today should have been your first birthday, we should be celebrating and be full of joy, I try to imagine what you’d be doing, laughing, smiling, maybe even walking…
The scar on my tummy reminds me of how we lost you and makes me think of what should have been. I know that we can’t change what has happened, but please know that we love you so very much. There will never be a day where we don’t think of what should have been, and never a day where our hearts aren’t filled with love for you.
You’ll always be our first, and always be very very special, we love you baby,