2 weeks after 3rd time ectopic.

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Friends…its been 2 weeks after my ectopic procedure …im still suffering of nightmares and flashbacks of the operatiin theater. Everyday i ask myself ,will i able to survive ever again .will i ever going to be around tommorrow. The only thing that i could think of is i am dying . I am not be able to survive this :frowning:

This is my 3rd ectopic procedure . But this time around i was almost gone due to lacking of experts in our countryside hospital. I had my procedure done in the city. Now back home ,i experience anxiety ,i am scared, wondering what is going on inside of me . I hv become too stressed , it triggered my gastric, i constipated and vomitted. :cry:

My husband told me over and over again.i am recovering well and will heal very soon.

I dont know what to think .i feel numb, not wanting to do anyhting. I want to be optimist, i want to heal and gt back to my routine but time moves very slow … :cry: :cry: :cry:

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Hi Zedda

I’m really sorry to hear about all your losses.

I can totally understand your pain and anxiety.

I was abroad when I first found out about my ectopic and I was also sooo scared of what will happen to me, I only had my husband around and it was an awful experience.

Time is a healer and things will get better, take every day as it comes xx